with my darlingz =D

hehe... my bad, I dunno how to smile ><"

my dear with spec and halls in hands @@ what are we looking at???

Now my every single second belongs to her already haha...
She wakes me up everyday then we go for lunch together hehe...
Then back to study room in her block to study for our coming Bio final exam...
Aiyoyo... cant really concentrate in my study while she's 1mm beside me =.="
Her every movements catch my sight @@!
At the same time, we holding hands too, which makes me focusing more on my hands =.=

Hmmm... I'm trying to adapt myself into her life as well...
My darlingz Juin is a "herbivor" =)
Yesterday's dinner I took my non-meat dinner with her hehe...
Well, I dont think I can 100% vege in a short period...
So, take it easy la... I told her every Friday I will have my vege day ^^
OMG OMG~ some of my best friends ------
kentucky chicken... fish and chips... burger king... mutton...
I gonna miss you animals someday T_____T

Today we went "Golden Bowl" for dinner, she ordered a "ma po taufu" without meat...
( it serves in soup like, taufu and ingredients all in )
Sad sad, the chef miscook it @@
Aaaaaah!!!
I saw her face turned black in seconds T.T
I faster finish my food then help her filter out the "meat slices", then she slowly choose ONLY taufu...
So sad to see that la, make me feel like crying !_!
Luckily my naughty mouth is born to be capable in making her laugh & happy back =)

I'm in my room now, just came back from the study room again...
Just now we were listening to some sentimental songs ^^
And..........?
Hahahaha! I told her this for the very first time...
“奕君，我爱你”
Woohooohooooo~
She's so happy neh kakaz...
I will keep loving her ^^

* My heart is smiling when she's happy, when she's sad my breathe stopped... *

AHHHHHH!!! Someone please save me!!

Yesterday night,

no no no no...

It was this morning,

I hugged a creature which ancestor was a chimpanzee and later on diverged into a pig!! O.o

OMG OMG...how can mistakenly hugged such a thing?

This poor thing is only 19cm tall due to "perkembangan terbantut"....>.<

Sometimes, it's very hard to find this only creature of his own species,

Because it's extremely tiny you have to search for it under high power electron microscope~ =S

Sometimes, this creature finds it hard to look for me,

Because his eyes are too small he could not see pretty human being/Homo sapiens like me =.="

This creature loves to play volleyball, disturb gals (=P), hang out with his GAY friends, sometimes in CC =( , blast techno music and listen to English, Chinese, Japanese, Malay ( or maybe Indian or alien language?xD) songs and instrumentals.

Most importantly, this creature loves a beautiful girl like me. Wakakakaka...XD

hurray~~~

Hmmm...
Biology!
Thanks god I took this subject =)
And most important I get to become her lab partner =)
Then, I get to know her...
Msn... phone... lunch... dinner... swimming... and blablabla......
Then we're in relationship now! wakakaka~~
Love you, dear Yi Juin ^^

study??

Woohoooo...
Yesterday 1st time go AO study room...
Say go study but actually playing games more than everything =.=
Guess who I went with???
My dear Yi Juin leh....
I called her dear, but actually not yet my dear @@
I'm so blur now... I dunno how to confess to her leh...
Was thinking to buy her a small present while confessing...
The problem is... in inti nilai what can I buy???

Aaaah...
I'm so so undecidable, final is 3 days from now, then holidayz...
We cant see each other for 2 months ++, is that a factor? ><
Hopefully its not =)

* never try never know... go go go! *

happy birthday... ^^

Hmmm...
Happie Birthday to my friends...
Ying Wah...
Shu Yi...
Michelle...

Too bad cant celebrate with any of them = =
YW's The Curve plan canceled because many of the friends say not free some say no money @@
SY went back home already, maybe wait her come back Inti 1st =D
Michelle in US leh... I don't have her contact also ><

Today only I realize my dear kai mui Melissa got see my blog haha...
After final exam, I going to date her lur hehehe...
After you go LeeHom concert remember to stay at home...
Wait for me ya~~~ ^^

* this semester... new friends new hopes new stories ^^ *

finally...

Finally...
Been 1-2 months never step into my blog...
Now I'm here again...
My friend, Sim asked me to update it...
Well, then I write something for today ba...

1stly
Lecturing for this semester has ended!
No more morning class lur hehe ^^
But... yea final exam is just ahead, 1 more week to go =(

2ndly
My friend, Jia Ying...
Goodluck for her exam oh =D
Hope you're happy with your bf...

3rdly
I missed my ex-roommate so much T.T
I would like to consider him as my soul mate, someone I can talk with... share my feelings without any doubt of worrying he will spread it...
At night in the room his voice is what accompanied me...
Now, only movies, songs, games and msn accompanying me >.<

Lastly~~~
Yeah... finally I understand...
I was taking the subject, Bio as she's too...
So I get to talk, discuss, play with, and understand her... perhaps
Then I realize that she and I were so so different...
In which way???
Our tastes...
Our styles...
Our characteristics...
Our ways of socializing...
And the biggest factor, Our FEELING!
Haha... seems I'm giving up in the last minutes?
3 days later is her birthday, I have no idea what should I present you.
I was thinking I might be giving her the earrings once again and + something else... ^^
Anyway, thanks for making me feel so "alive" all this time...

And now, I'm going to play "word challenge", compete the highscore of the new friend of mine, Yi Juin...
Wakakaka... so excited seeing her get mad after everytime I beat her highscore again!
Wulala~~

* love is what I felt for you, but we don't belongs to each other... Now, sweet and bitter memories are what I can bury in my heart forever... *

WHY???

Why you telling me..........
I should know..........
but I don't wan to know now..........
You're spoiling my day, my study, my mood, my everything, everything and everything..........

What now???
How can I stop thinking about it???
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
I'm so so stress now la..........
I want to stop studying..........
I'm the only hope???
If I cant do it how???
Let it be..........

Goodluck Jade

BYE..........

* Jade, you have to face it... dont let it control you, you control it! *